Friday, August 25, 2006

It's been a short, packed, fun and draining week.  It's been a week full of love and snuggles and friendship, too.  Being back to work is very exciting, but at the same time, I am finding it strangely hard to concentrate.  I am thirsty nearly always and I make loads of milk.  Starting back to work has been weird, because the things I thought would be easy are hard and vice versa.  Pumping is easy, getting Edwin to take it is hard (impossible if he's not interested), and it's really next to impossible to avoid running back to see him.  It's not even an emotional thing.  I know he's fine with Debbie or Michael, but it's a milk thing!  I now realize I will probably have to either nurse or pump every 2 to 3 hours.  I can't wait as long as I do overnight.  My body works differently at night!  Edwin's been tired, but we think it's because we are shifting our schedule.  He acts pretty much the same whether he's alone w/Michael or with both of us.  Basically, he's ok, but tired.  He is best in the morning, and then starts to slide downhill.  We like the idea of an afternoon nap, like he'll get at Debbie's!  Time for me to head to bed now, come to think of it!  Good night!

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